Ephesians 2,8-10 For by such grace you have been saved through faith. This does not come from you; it is the gift of God and not the result of works, lest anyone boast. For we are his masterpiece,created in Christ Jesus for good works that God prepared long ago to be our way of life.
I say believe in your dreams and find all you need in Jesus-Christ. I am a sinner as we all are; I am very ordinary and have a lot to do to become more worthy.